So it’s early 2018 and I hear you yelling. “Where the hell
have you been?” It’s been almost seven months right? I get it… So as an
explanation here goes. In June the last time I posted my first grandchild was a
week out from being born. She is amazing! Meet Paisley.
Outside of that at the end of May I ended up with another
message to deliver. I also worked all summer with no weekends off. Because I
try to post new blogs on Mondays, this left me little to no energy and lots of
upset. As well as lots of weird things happening, the spiritual lessons
continued.
In
September the job ended, and new challenges arose. October through December was
a dark area. I didn’t tell a lot of people the job ended, because there is a
lot of emotional baggage that I am working on releasing. I was guilty and ashamed, and I've had to let that go. I had to understand that it was monkey brain trying to make me feel horrible.
“I get to choose the energy I surround myself with, and if
that includes cutting negative people off on social media then so be it.” I believe that as pagans we should strive to
embody that which we claim to believe. For me this means coming at things from
a place of love. I have no room in my life for name-calling, belittling people,
hatred, bashing others, because these behaviors do nothing but create drama.
They do not ever get a message across or solve problems.
The year 2017 was all about focus. It became my word.
For me focus was the lesson of which priorities were truly important, and why I
wasn’t giving them the attention they deserved. My writing was being ignored
for lesser things. I like to say I was out of focus. In an upcoming post, I
want to explore some of the deeper lessons. As my sister said, don’t waste
time with writing that does not have impact. I hope you’ll check it out.
